My Beloved, Whom I Desire to Kill

※ This work depicts s*xual consent and coercion through hierarchy, power dynamics, psychological manipulation, and deception. Reader discretion is advised. ※ This work takes place in a time before the publication of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM). Terminology and depiction of mental illnesses in the work may differ from current understandings and reality. When the mister I love falls asleep, the mister I want to kill awakens. Giselle is in love with Edwin, the man who rescued her from the battlefield and raised her. However, a romance between him, the most noble in the land, and her, the most despised, is impossible. No matter how hard she tries to give...