The RP Addict Saintess Wants to Suffer

Instead of a saint who constantly devotes herself to others while getting hurt, sacrificing herself, and pushing herself to the limit... What if the truth was that she simply enjoyed suffering, that she just wanted to take pleasure in pain? I thought this could only be described as truly insane. I created a saint character born with the greatest holy power ever, but added all sorts of disadvantages like blindness and deafness. I was planning to play around with this concept, but as soon as I created her, I got pulled into the game. And as that very character I just made... ... Isn't this awesome?