The Mob Character in the Steamy Novel Dislikes the Protagonist

"…Alfred. H-He's here." A BL novel I accidentally found in my room—that was the root of all evil. I haven't even held hands with someone I love, let alone had sex. But my first time is with a man? And a son of a bitch who wants to buy my body with money! Absolutely not. "Alfie, it's me." ".....Who the hell are you?" "Siegfried." Siegfried, whose hands have killed enough people to cover an entire continent...That crazy bastard from the novel. 'The day we meet again will be the day you die, Alfred Rasch.' Suddenly, that sentence from the novel came to mind...It was the moment my life went to shit. *When to read: When you want to see an obsessive, devoted top holding a knife to your throa...