Such Love of Mine

On the night of his eighteenth birthday, when he came of age, Ian Arrington, heir to the Barclay earldom, kissed the one who had been his everything from the very beginning. The desperate feelings he laid bare were met with cold rejection, and time passed in a cycle of longing for and resenting the one who left, saying he was tired of babysitting a child. On the night the young master he had served for ten years came of age, Eli Douglas felt desire for his master, who was much younger than himself. Consumed by guilt, he fled in panic from his side, but the years stretched on bleakly, his forbidden desire for the one he should never dare to want not diminishing in the slightest. Due to a su...