Such Love of Mine

On the night of his eighteenth birthday, the night he came of age, Ian Arrington, the heir to the Earldom of Barclay, kissed the person who had been his everything from the very beginning. Those desperate feelings, laid bare, were returned with a cold abandonment; time passed as Ian cycled through longing and resentment for the one who had left, claiming they were tired of cleaning up after a child. On the night the young master he had served for ten years came of age, Eli Douglas felt a surge of lust for his master, who was far younger than himself. Overwhelmed by guilt, he fled hastily from his side, but the desire for someone he dared not want did not subside at all as the bleak years pa...