I Just Wanted to Avoid Death [Completed]

I’ve possessed a R-rated, angst-filled BL novel. As ‘Ye Sion,’ a villainous extra who dies after blackmailing the main lead. Actually, whether I'm a villain or not isn't the real problem. “Priest Ye Sion. Is it true that you defiled the Saintess?” “……Does my answer even matter? You’re going to kill me regardless of what I say.” Possessing a villain? I can't help that. Being destined to die? I can't help that either. But not only did I possess him at the exact moment of his death, but returning to that same point every time I die is just too much! And so, when Ye Sion died for the 17th time at the hands of ‘Eldiz,’ one of the main leads, and returned for the 18th time… “Kill me or do...