Hey, My Guide

My one and only guide. My indispensable guide. But I vowed never to meet him again. To receive the punishment I was left with, I would have to face the utter loneliness. But in the face of this familiar loneliness, at some point, a thought struck me that I shouldn't have. Knowing I shouldn't see anyone else, I wondered if this person might be okay. <Jesus Silva> He was a strange person. The only one who didn't show any interest in me. The first person who didn't treat me specially. And yet, the faint smile that occasionally appeared beneath his cold expression lingered in my mind. At some point, I wished his gaze, his smile, would only reach me. I knew it absolutely couldn't. Whenever I ...