Can Male Fans Not Do Fan Service?

I got caught writing a delusional romance novel about dating an idol. By the idol himself, no less. Even a fan can hit the jackpot. Seo Jaewon, a 2-year fan, joins the production team as a camera director for her beloved group, Potential's, in-house variety show. I have to enjoy my quiet fandom life without getting caught, no matter what. I barely even make that resolution before… "Director, weren't you in the standing area A at the concert the day before yesterday? Wearing a black mask?" Choi Sejin catches me on my very first day of work, and to make matters worse, Han Suho himself… "Writing such ridiculous delusional stories. You disgusting bastard." He found out about the romance nov...