Anyone Beats the Original

I possessed “extra 1”, who married a criminal and died in a violent manner. I don’t think I need to get married. I proposed to another man, ran away from home, and did all sorts of other things… “So marry me, Evangeline Clauda.” Five years after possessing the character, only three weeks are left before entering the original story! In the end, I am proposed to by the criminal. Am I……really fated to have a doomed ending? The more I twist the original, the closer I get to the original?! Will I be able to safely protect my life and love and attain happiness?